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solitudeI need a day
but to escape
alone inside my mind.
these desperate ways,
I'll gladly leave behind.
give me this time,
but know that I
might not come out again.
If I should try,
the world and I
can reconcile then.
I need to flee
there's no more to be said.
I only need
eons to be
alone inside my head.
it hurts.when words came easy, thoughts ran true
was when I became friends with you.
no conflicts, hate or secret words
but now the truth is left unheard.
there's so much more that we could say.
is it supposed to hurt this way?
it always starts so clean and pure
it's nice, not something to endure.
but people change and friendships die
but I don't want to say goodbye
can I help that we're losing touch?
is it supposed to hurt this much?
i lie awake and think of you
and wonder what you're going through
descrying signals that you've shown.
why think you have to stand alone?
they say that ignorance is bliss.
is it supposed to hurt like this?
bitter chill, you're frozen through
it's cold, being alone with you.
the silence terse, a gaping void
it leaves us both so paranoid.
and now it seems you're letting go.
is it supposed to hurt me so?
why do we only voice the flaws?
why are these ancient wounds so raw?
why can't we find a middle ground?
why slowly die without a sound?
could it be we've reached the
mechanici want to kiss every aching wound you have,
bandage your heart every time it bleeds,
and patch up your mind over and over
because not a single tear deserves to fall
from your brandy-drenched eyes
but this dripping heart of mine can only feel
and the healing honey words it flames get caught
in the back of my throat and on the roof of my mouth
so i only have these passionate guttural cries
to tell you that i care all too much
and in order to fix you up again,
i would need to tear myself to tatters
and trade all of my working parts
for your leftover, fading pieces
but i just haven’t figured out how.
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